tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47388609247438136622011-07-08T01:32:00.658-07:00Just another random Candy Girl in your closet.muschihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12385791049309445086noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4738860924743813662.post-25355461357209222292010-01-08T07:04:00.000-08:002010-01-08T07:28:42.907-08:00<span style="font-family:georgia,bookman old style,palatino linotype,book antiqua,palatino,trebuchet ms,helvetica,garamond,sans-serif,arial,verdana,avante garde,century gothic,comic sans ms,times,times new roman,serif;"><br /><br />"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."~ unknown author<br /><br />I am going to break up with him today, and it doesn't seem that sad yet. Two years of happiness and tears and mental breakdowns and a bunch of good memories. I am thankful for each single day - without any regrets ?<br />I would like to tell him how much I appreciated those past few years, even though it wasn't much compared to other relationships (but hell love is not defined by its length isn't it?), and I would like to say sorry for being such a capricious princess, for being so hard to handle, for getting on his nerves, for my betrayal, for all those bad words, for breaking his heart...<br />And it still doesn't seem that sad yet.<br /><br />Damn, I'm sure I am going to cry.<br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4738860924743813662-2535546135720922229?l=hua-tang.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>muschihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12385791049309445086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4738860924743813662.post-7438359816503989202009-10-18T14:58:00.001-07:002009-10-18T14:59:22.924-07:00I found this wonderful video yesterday - it's worth watching :]<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nvb2EAfOo-4&amp;hl=de&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x2b405b&amp;color2=0x6b8ab6"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nvb2EAfOo-4&amp;hl=de&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x2b405b&amp;color2=0x6b8ab6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />The artist has 19 other videos I can only recommend to watch, it's so full of truth and pieces of wisdom about love and life.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4738860924743813662-743835981650398920?l=hua-tang.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>muschihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12385791049309445086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4738860924743813662.post-78189449722864576302009-10-12T18:05:00.000-07:002009-10-12T18:58:43.590-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>After a long absence, I think it's high time to write again... just to keep my friends up-to-date... (sry A.!)<br /><br />I don't really want to post anything about this summer, b/c everyone who needs to know the story has already been informed (at length). Yes, a lot has happened, yes, a lot has changed.<br />Especially I came back as a slightly different person, at least that's what my friends told me.<br />Through it all I came to realize , that you sometimes have to change directions or head back and look for another way of life, if you want to go on.<br /><br />Right now I am really thankful to have so many good friends out there I can trust and who appreciate me and vice versa. They helped me to redefine myself.<br />Thank you guys! :)<br /><br />I finally arrived in Hamburg (a week ago), I found work in the North German Broadcasting Corporation, I've already met a bunch of nice people and went partying with them (Club III&amp;70, Halo, Hamburger Berg, Karaokebars...), I smoked weed for the first time of my life and right now i have several "guy issues"...<br /><br />question of the day: Why are men such complicated creatures with so many simple needs?<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4q40fbSl_QY/StPZaKNEvwI/AAAAAAAAANo/HF6qAHQOHIY/s1600-h/SDC17613.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4q40fbSl_QY/StPZaKNEvwI/AAAAAAAAANo/HF6qAHQOHIY/s400/SDC17613.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391892222331633410" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4738860924743813662-7818944972286457630?l=hua-tang.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>muschihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12385791049309445086noreply@blogger.com8